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Title:	its been awhile
Date:	2009-03-07 @ 13:22
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Hey posse-
so i realized i havent posted in a while.....
lets see things have been alright with me. I was really stressed last weekend cause i had a major test and a paper due and blah blah. so this weekend i decided i wanted to come home. also my dad is home right now so i thought we should get some family time. it has been real nice and chill. and i am going to hang out with alyson later cause she is home for spring break!!! woo!
so last weekend on friday night i had a really trashy night.........
so this is what happened. me and my friends chelsea and liz went to this NYU party at this bar cause chelsea's cousin was hosting it. it was pretty fun although i was really annoyed at first because chelsea and liz are really annoying drunks......so i had to step outside for a bit cause they were driving me crazy. then i went back inside and they were both dancing with these indians guys. it was really funny. also cause liz is gay so she was like ewww. hahhaa. so i stood in the corner by myself for a little while hahah but then this guy came up to me who i met earlier that night. and we were talking for a while and then we started making out......(i was pretty drunk btw) and then he started fingering me.....in PUBLIC. hahahah and of course i didnt stop him cause i am a hoe. there were people legit right next to us. and then he went to the bathroom for a little while and i sat down. i realized i felt like SHITT so i started gagging and i made a run for thre bathroom. imagine me like pushing through a crowd of people with puke in my mouth.....yeah funny shit. anyways the first thing i see is a urinal so i just run to it and start puking in the urinal. and of course there are these guys behind me who are like "YEAHH!!!!!" and i gave them the finger. haha. and then the best part is as i was puking...a little bit of pee was coming out. so basically i pissed my pants.
so i like ran out of there feeling nasty, found liz and chelsea and got the hell out of there.
the next day the guy i hooked up with found me on facebook. i realized he was kinda a tool. he asked me if i wanted to get tea later that week. haha. i almost did cause i was like i should meet other people but he was a real tool...and i dont like wasting my time if i am not interested. so whatever.
anyways i love you guys

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Title:	Untitled
Date:	2009-02-18 @ 22:37
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so i haven't posted in a while...but thats cause no one reads them.....i dont know why i bother. anyways.......
MY BIRTHDAY IS SUNDAY. woot woot. so i am really excited because kenna is going to be here and jesse because they are auditioning for marymount. i am having a big birthday party at this place called mars 21 or something.....you have to go through a space shuttle to get inside!!!!!!!! it sounds/looks so freakin cool. i am hella excited. and my mommy is going to come into the city on sunday and take me to lunch and go shopping and shittt. its going to be funnnnnnn.

so nothing really exciting in my life. i am hella sexually frustrated....aka sextrated. and i am now obsessed with the show heros. seriously i am ADDICTED it is the best show of my life. i just watched an episode and i was legit screaming. o and i watch this show by myself. cool i know....

anyways i miss you guys. even though you forget i exist.

love you forever

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Title:	2nd semester.....
Date:	2009-02-10 @ 16:13
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so i just started second semester last week. so far, its weird. i like my classes mostly but it sucks because this semester i dont get to perform....but guess what....i got moved up a ballet level! thank god because my ballet class was seriously way too easy for me last semester. and not to brag but i was pretty much the most advanced in my class......but i miss my ballet teachers a lot. and i like them more then my ballet teachers now. but o well.
nothing really too exciting going on here....like usual. i am so boring. my fucking computer is fucked up again. i had to get a new hard drive cause mine was about to crash. and it had a virus so i had to do a complete sweep or something like that to clear everything out. hopefully all my shit saved or i will freak out. i am still working but only like once or twice a week which is fine by me as long as i am getting some income. jamila was just here. hahah she auditioned for marymount and stayed with julie. i feel bad cause she didnt even make the first cut for the audition......next weekend is my birthday!!!! i am excited, i am trying to think of something fun to do. i kinda wanted to go to a karaoke bar or something ridiculous on my bday. i think i might want to get a tatoo to or something....hahaha i will probs chicken out though. and kenna and jesse are going to be here next weekend for the marymount audition. i am way excited.
LOVE YOU GUYS A SHIT TON

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Title:	here's the deal
Date:	2009-01-27 @ 21:45
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so i had my meeting yesterday.....

here are my punishments: kicked out of the dorms.

JUST KIDDING

ok....i am on probabtion meaning if i am caught in another situation like that one i am either suspended from the dorms or kicked out, i have to take an online course on underage drinking (already took it...kinda funny), my over night guest privledges are suspended for six weeks, risa is not allowed back here (HAHAHA), and she is calling my mom (i called her last night and she was fine she was just disappointed and told me i was really stupid). but i think my mom thinks i am kinda an alcoholic.....hahah which obvi i am SO not. because after i told her about the situation she was like "o by the way you left a bottle of vodka in your room"....which is funny but i so dont drink a lot. seriously you know me. whatever.
anywho, thats the deal with that....

love you guys

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Title:	FUCK FUCK FUCK
Date:	2009-01-25 @ 21:33
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omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

ok so i am having a freak out. I FUCKING GOT CAUGHT. with alcohol in my dorm room. well in julie's room. me risa and julie were drinking a bottle of wine and watching law and order (i know really rebelious right????!!) and guess who walks in but the fucking dorm director because of course julie is suppossed to be getting a new roomate tomorrow.....WTFWTFWTF. so she sees the bottle we get in trouble i have a fucking meeting tomorrow and i am freaking out. what if i get kicked out of the dorms?!?!? i actually think it is going to be ok i think i will just get a warning. but my friend suzzy who is 21 bought us the alcohol and of course i didnt want to get her in trouble so i told her i brought the alcohol from home. and the director said that the consequences are more severe in january term. i am fucking freakin. of course i am a fucking goodie goodie at inty. wtf wtf. i hate this.

ok well i will post tomorrow when i find out. even though no one reads this

signed,

freakingoutiamfucked

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Title:	i am really bad at thinking of subjects
Date:	2009-01-24 @ 11:17
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SUP POSSE?
so this week nothing too exciting happened. although kenna was here with me for two days because she was auditioning for ailey. so we had a lot of fun together. i missed her so much. and risa is coming today and staying with me.
I have just been working and chilling, watching harry potter a lot. hahaha. omg yesterday me and julie ate so freakin much.....we ate an entire pizza pie (it was this organic pizza place...so at least it was healthy haha) and then we went to serendipity's and got our own HUGE sundaes. this was all within an hour. i was so damn full. dude serendipity's has a sundae that is 1000 dollars! we asked about it....they put real gold edible flakes in it and serve it with a golden spoon....it is freakin crazy. you have to order it like 2 days in advance.....SO CRAZY. just thought i would share that.
so in a week and two days i start my second semester....officially! i am not that excited though. because i have been really enjoying january and i know i am going to be super stressed and busy......but i am excited to see a few of my friends that will be coming back. and i am excited to start my modern classes again....i missed them. hahaha and my teachers cause i am obsessed with them.
xoxoxoxoxoxo

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Title:	yooooo
Date:	2009-01-17 @ 10:37
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POSSE-
so this is my second weekly post. i dont understand how it is so hard to stick to this weekly post business (saxon and alyson)....WHATEVER.
So this week was not too exciting.....just had ballet. i took two outside classes. one street jazz class at steps (which was a hot mess, i really need to take beginner hip hop classes cause it is hard) and one jazz class at bdc. me and julie and brit have been lazy and just watching movies and stuff. IT IS SO FUCKING COLD. seriously it is painful everytime i go outside. walking to the subway is torture.......so i have been trying to stay in as much as possible. I have worked twice this week and i am working again tonight. i am starting to like work more and more. well i like being a cashier its kinda fun. but i think thats cause i liked my hours this week and the other cashier i worked with last night is so cool. she is a dancer too. the little hispanic men are so freakin funny....kinda creepy but funny. one of them (carlos) always says "mi corizon" (cant spell) to me. which means "My heart". i just laugh.

So today i think i am going to go see Parsons! i am so excited i hear they are amazing. but i think i am going to go by myself hahahha. because no one else can go with me and i really want to see them. and tomorrow i am planning on doing student rush and seeing Spring Awakening! it closes after tomorrow and i really want to see it! i might be doing that by myself too. whatever. i dont care.

ok love you guys

i am going to stop begging you to post because i dont think it is doing anything. but i will keep posting. even if nobody reads them.

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Title:	new years resolution....IN ACTION
Date:	2009-01-11 @ 22:18
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ok so this is my first entry since promising to post once a week.....and i am pretty sure i will be the only one to follow this.....but whatever at least I AM trying....unlike my so called best friends but WHATEVER i am over it.
so i am back in new york city. it is weird because my second semester doesnt start until feb so not all my friends are back and i dont have academic classes. its weird basically. but news: I GOT A JOB. fucking finally. first of all victoria secret fucked me over. i was pissed. i was supposed to have a 2nd interview and then they were like "o well we aren't holding second interviews for two weeks"....WHAT THE FUCK VICTORIA. anywho so i was like fuck i need a job. my friend suzzy told me about this cafe on the upper west side that hires anybody. well if you are a girl. and pretty i guess. whatever. so i was like ok well ill give it a try. i walk in, talk to the manager and they ask me if i could start training that night. HELLS YEAH. so i have worked there 4 times this week. i am working as a cashier and a hostess....nobody does both. so i am special. the best part about this place...al the people that work there are foreigners. and they work there illegally. ITS HILARIOUS. all the men are little hispanic men and all the girls are from like germany and russia or whatever i cant keep track. its fun but i already hate working....time goes by so slow and its boring sometimes. o well i need money. o and i babysat this 15 month old this past week too. he was so adorable!!!!!

that is pretty much all the excitement in my life....i have just been taking ballet everyday. i want to take some contemporary classes and also street jazz......hells yeah!! bahaha. i have just been hanging out with julie and brittany a lot. and now suzzy is back. i spent the night as suzzy's fucked up apartment (it flooded and she lost all her shit pretty much), went to blockheads and got 3 dollar maragritas....just been living the life. lol. arianna (roomie) is annoying as usual but i ignore her so its all good. my friends meghan and lauren from jerz came and visited me the other day it was fun. we went into bloomingdale's and tried on 300 dollar dresses. it was great.

LOVE YOU. i will post next week. peace

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Title:	HAPPY NEW YEAR
Date:	2009-01-04 @ 13:15
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I freakin cannot believe it is 2009. i seriously feel like 2008 was the fastest year of my life. so much happened: graduated high school, started college, parents divorced, etc. CRAZY
anywho, my last message i talked about how bored i was the first week of break. things actually picked up a bit after christmas and i had more fun. my cousins, aunt, and 300 pound nana came to stay with us for a few days. i dont get to see my cousins very often. my one cousin Kristine is 20 and we always have a lot of fun togerher but i only get to see her once a year which sucks. we spent the last night they were here teaching our mom's drinking games (flip cup). it was hilarious.

so new years: my new years was good. i did two things: 1-i went to me and alyson's friend Caitlin's house and our friend Sam was there. we made sushi and chocolate covered strawberries. alyson got caitlin a make-your-own sushi kit for caitlin's birthday. my sushi was a hot mess, basically a failure but it still tasted good. then i left there around 10ish and went over to my neighbor tricia's house. basically my goal for the night was to get really drunk. the problem was i dont know anyone 21 in sparta...so i raided my mom's liquor cabinet (she did not have anything good....there was like whiskey and shitt ew) and for the first time i emptied a few bottles and refilled them with water. hahaha i felt like such a rebel since i never was back in the day. but i still did not really have enough for me and a few of my other friends. so it kinda sucked but we still had fun. we got a little tipsy and played apples to apples and watched the countdown. then me and my friends meghan and nirup went 'winter streaking", meaning we just had on our jackets and bras and underwear hahaha. and my underwear was a thong so my bare ass was showing. hahaha. then katherine, meghan, and nirup came to my house and sleptover. all in all it was a fun night. although, i was kinda sick after new years. i dont think i was hung over cause i did not have that much to drink and plus it has lasted for a few days and i am still not completely my self. I basically have not slept very much and i have barely eaten for days (which is very weird for me haha). Alyson knows cause we went to breakfast and i barely had anything...i dont know what the eff is wrong with me.

so one more thing....there is this guy Steve that i used to work with who has been recently asking me when i am free and if we could hang out. we were never really friends at work but hes cool and cute and whatever. he is also really flirty so i dont really know if he just wanted to hang as friends or what....anyways so we were going to play lasertag (hahah my idea of course) but i didnt feel well so we just got coffee. it was fun i still dont really get him though cause he told me he was kinda seeing someone or whatever but then he would make comments to me implying that he wanted to hook up with me. so we said good bye and whatever and i told him he should come into the city and we could hang out or whatever. and he was like "well let me know when you need me"...or something like that. so then i get home and he sent me this text "so when should i be expecting that bootay call?" haha. and i said something like "haha i think the question is when are you going to be calling me"...blah balh and then we had this long whatever text conversation and he was saying things like "he had the house to himself" blah blah. and we kept going back and forth being like you let me know when you are free, etc. and he kept putting it on me and it was annoying me cause i dont want to seem like the desperate one and i think he is just messing with me. he seems like kinda a playa.
anywho so i dont know what is going to happen with that. sorry if that was confusing i didnt feel like typing out the whole convo.

right now i am back in nyc. i dont start second semester until febuary but i came back to take dance class and work. i am supposed to have a second interview at victoria secrets but i dont know how that will work out.....

I LOVE YOU GUYS
ill keep you posted on more.....
xoxo
lilbilly

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Title:	CHRISTMAS
Date:	2008-12-24 @ 16:19
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
i just wanted to start off by saying that. I hope you all have a wonderful holiday. i am thinking of you guys often.
I am home in NJ now. home is alright. It has been nice and relaxing yet i have literally been doing NOTHING. and i have been pretty bored, not gonna lie. It is always a weird adjustment coming from an environment where you are constantly surrounded by people to one where you are alone a lot. I mean i have been spending time with my family. so that has been nice. My dad is home, so it has been almost like we are a full family again.
its weird i totally don't feel like it is christmas at all! its weird. i miss the days when i used to get so excited christmas eve and i would stay up all night cause i was too anxious to fall asleep. i miss santa!! hahahha.
anyways.......i really dont have much to say except happy holidays!!! another thing....i am so a cheap-o this year. i have not bought a single christmas present. maybe thats why it does not feel like christmas. i am just broke. and an awful person. hahaha
LOVES<3

Dani

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