I freakin cannot believe it is 2009. i seriously feel like 2008 was the fastest year of my life. so much happened: graduated high school, started college, parents divorced, etc. CRAZY anywho, my last message i talked about how bored i was the first week of break. things actually picked up a bit after christmas and i had more fun. my cousins, aunt, and 300 pound nana came to stay with us for a few days. i dont get to see my cousins very often. my one cousin Kristine is 20 and we always have a lot of fun togerher but i only get to see her once a year which sucks. we spent the last night they were here teaching our mom's drinking games (flip cup). it was hilarious.
so new years: my new years was good. i did two things: 1-i went to me and alyson's friend Caitlin's house and our friend Sam was there. we made sushi and chocolate covered strawberries. alyson got caitlin a make-your-own sushi kit for caitlin's birthday. my sushi was a hot mess, basically a failure but it still tasted good. then i left there around 10ish and went over to my neighbor tricia's house. basically my goal for the night was to get really drunk. the problem was i dont know anyone 21 in sparta...so i raided my mom's liquor cabinet (she did not have anything good....there was like whiskey and shitt ew) and for the first time i emptied a few bottles and refilled them with water. hahaha i felt like such a rebel since i never was back in the day. but i still did not really have enough for me and a few of my other friends. so it kinda sucked but we still had fun. we got a little tipsy and played apples to apples and watched the countdown. then me and my friends meghan and nirup went 'winter streaking", meaning we just had on our jackets and bras and underwear hahaha. and my underwear was a thong so my bare ass was showing. hahaha. then katherine, meghan, and nirup came to my house and sleptover. all in all it was a fun night. although, i was kinda sick after new years. i dont think i was hung over cause i did not have that much to drink and plus it has lasted for a few days and i am still not completely my self. I basically have not slept very much and i have barely eaten for days (which is very weird for me haha). Alyson knows cause we went to breakfast and i barely had anything...i dont know what the eff is wrong with me.
so one more thing....there is this guy Steve that i used to work with who has been recently asking me when i am free and if we could hang out. we were never really friends at work but hes cool and cute and whatever. he is also really flirty so i dont really know if he just wanted to hang as friends or what....anyways so we were going to play lasertag (hahah my idea of course) but i didnt feel well so we just got coffee. it was fun i still dont really get him though cause he told me he was kinda seeing someone or whatever but then he would make comments to me implying that he wanted to hook up with me. so we said good bye and whatever and i told him he should come into the city and we could hang out or whatever. and he was like "well let me know when you need me"...or something like that. so then i get home and he sent me this text "so when should i be expecting that bootay call?" haha. and i said something like "haha i think the question is when are you going to be calling me"...blah balh and then we had this long whatever text conversation and he was saying things like "he had the house to himself" blah blah. and we kept going back and forth being like you let me know when you are free, etc. and he kept putting it on me and it was annoying me cause i dont want to seem like the desperate one and i think he is just messing with me. he seems like kinda a playa. anywho so i dont know what is going to happen with that. sorry if that was confusing i didnt feel like typing out the whole convo.
right now i am back in nyc. i dont start second semester until febuary but i came back to take dance class and work. i am supposed to have a second interview at victoria secrets but i dont know how that will work out.....
I LOVE YOU GUYS ill keep you posted on more..... xoxo lilbilly